a girl, my ex and you.
my ex gave me rose, the girl wanted me just a dose.
it all happened so quickly, time moved pretty swiftly
i stood there with a hole that never ceased to close.
i guess in that dream we weren't together?
i think, i saw you were busy with another?
what was that look? i cant really tell.
the girl beside me was working on a spell.
for a moment there, i thought i didn't know you.
you're different, was tired and empty too?
i tried to reach, but i didn't have the guts.
maybe they're right, i am just a silly klutz.
i saw my ex running towards me, with the familiar face i saw years back.
i put on my jacket, walk through the door not giving any fuck.
i saw you again, with eyes all puffy and body so stiff.
i didn't have the guts, i walked pass and light the spliff.
my phone rang, it was a text.
it felt familiar is as if i know what will happen next.
i was running away from my dreads.
before i know it, i woke up with no string on me and only sweats.
a girl, my ex and you.
the dream was weird, the kind that makes your spines tingle.
the sadness, the joy, the feeling was too real for me to say it was a dream.
i woke up with confusion, like that time i took lsd and woke up with frustration.
i looked at my wrist, its getting worse with infection. at least i know this is real.
i guess i should just take a pill of joy that the doctor once prescribed me with, i took it for fun, but i should take it for my life.
and when i feel a bit better, i'll have the guts to say goodbye forever.
