if i could count my blessing, i'd count you twice.

my heart feels pink,
i have trouble breathing,
i don't understand why
because really, i shouldn't

music seems louder
the thrill was real
the euphoric episodes
its more than drugs

i could feel my heart beating,
my brain exploding
the thought of you
intoxicates me

your face, skin, head to toe.
your touch travel to my veins
in the most painfully beautiful way
you're in my system seducing me

i see color in darkness
my teeth grinding
you got my soul singing
wanting more

addicted.
and i'm finally addicted
to the smiles like in those pills
to the smile in my face

but i don't mind
even when the crash strikes
it was worth it
i guess you're what they call dangerous

and it made me want you more.

how?

the most purest smile
eyes like the ocean
sweet soft touch on the bare skin

she reads my goosebumps
like the blind read braille
every inch it trails

how
how
how