Saturday, April 14, 2018

phone notes, left forgotten needs their shine


relevance

do i believe in love?
i did.

"did?" you asked?
yes.

like a flower once bloomed
it has now withered
unbothered
dead

if love supposed to be eternal
its pretty easy to replace
it seemed magical
but it left without a trace

love is replaceable,
or at least thats what i know
love is temporary,
or at least thats what i saw

i believed in love
i don’t think i’ll believe in it
once more.


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is there anything thats right
when theres nothing left?

what about the feelings thats died
and left to be forgotten?

is there anything to look up
when i’m down here?

what about the promises that made
and left to be broken?

is there someone else
when i’m here all by myself self?

will i find my happiness
even here in this darkness?

is there any way to be okay
even after i throw everything away?

the path that i chose is the path i want
alone and content - well maybe not today.
but amidst all chaos,
and the order i disturbed.

i can clearly see myself
and for the last time,
i’ll save myself once more.